I don't know how to write anymore

This second semester is proving to be more brutal then the one I had as a freshman. Not only are the subjects more challenging, they are also very demanding. I am running out of coping mechanisms, so I will use this post as an outlet. Perhaps, I will be able to get a better grip. That is why I will dedicate this post with all the happy thoughts I can think of.

I will not talk about school. I will not talk about my struggle with faith or religion at the moment. Instead of lashing out like a wild animal, I'll try to emit positive vibes. This moment is my happy corner, and I'M GOING TO MAKE IT ONE VERY SMILE INDUCING POST. Well, I'll try to at least. I owe my battered self that much!

I'll start off with Neverland. Why? It's because I haven't got many years left in my youthful days. I just turned eighteen. That shouldn't be such a big deal, but it is. I guess it's nice to think of Neverland in times like this. Running off with the lost boys, playing around in the island and flying. Everything is better, somewhere in Neverland! UGH. Peter is sooooo coool. I would love love love that tale to be true. To be forever young at heart, with no obligations and responsibilities. Wind blowing through my hair, the tips of my toes and finger unrestricted. I can reach for anything.
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Food. Food is awesome.
Friends are awesomer.
Friends eat my food. RAWR.
Keep your happiness, throw away your sadness. Life isn't easy but there are so many things that you can always enjoy! 
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Remember that there is no perfect life, just perfect moments. And it’s these moments you must cherish; it’s these moments that make the whole journey worthwhile.”
Rainbows are smiles
Colorful smiles
Pretty lines
Butterfly?

I also like cheesy animes, which shouldn't surprise people. Or sappy romantic movies, or actually horror movies will do. I love anything cheesy, except cheese itself. When people tend to be extra affectionate, I reciprocate that. If I receive sermons, my mind automatically blocks it out. Why? I don't know. SELF DEFENSE! People should be more romantic, and less uptight and stiff. It would be a much better world if we think that it's all about LOVE.

Speaking of LOVE, Valentines day is fast approaching! I am excited, and am expecting some sort of day for all things cheesy. I probably would go hyper active. Freedom is awesome. I think I should expand my vocabulary.

AM I STARTING TO LIKE JUSTIN BIEBER?
THIS IS A CONSPIRACY!

I think I am getting a little high. I'm currently looking at cute picture of animals in ATTACK OF THE CUTE. It's irrational if I post them here, since you can obviously check it out for yourself. Ugh. They make beavers look cute, even little tea cup pigs. I suddenly want a tea cup pig. Do you even know what a tea cup pig is? The voice in my head is talking too fast for me to type it all in.

PUPPIES. Ugh. They are the best, and dogs are a close second. LOL. They're the same animal, but they're my favorite. I dislike cats the most, ESPECIALLY pregnant cats. They're tummies are hugely funny. WHO WOULDN'T FALL IN LOVE WITH BIG PUPPY EYES!!

I WANNA BE A DANCER
But I have one of the stiffest bodies ever! I can't even KIAY properly, without my body saying that it's completely wrong to do it. Oh well. I have already exhausted my talent as a singer. The world can't handle the extra ordinary quality of my voice.

I WANT FRIENDS AND FOOD.
EZZY, YOU SHOULD SLEEP NOW! HAHAHA. I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS IN SUCH A LATE HOUR.

Anyways, I'll stop here. I guess I'll post something about my birthday, now that I mentioned it. TOODLES!


Comments

ezara said…
LOL you are so cute franny. I can just picture you being hyper and babbling all these things. xD i loved the "i love everything cheesy except cheese itself." LOL i never thought of that.. xD hahaha fine, i'll sleep na. xP
February 1, 2013 at 6:43 AM
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