goodbyegoodbyegoodbye
Five years we shared the laughter and the pain. I honestly did not expect to be in a relationship so young, for so long. All the days just seemed to pass, carefree and reckless and gentle and strong. I do not know how, I do not know when. All I knew was that one day I realized I was already in love with you. Oh love, how I took it for granted. Constantly I pushed you away. You went away. You came back, and sheltered me from my own insecurities. Over and over. I don't know why. I pushed too hard. You went away. You never came back. I stood there and gazed at the two hearts that I broke. Fragile hearts crushed by my very fingers. Shards piercing us from the inside and out. Intense then numbing. Until there was just nothing to feel. I hate how much you never cared for your self. I hate how you always undermine your worth. I hate how little I showed you of how I cared for you. I hate how little I showed my appreciation of you. I hate how I can't find the words to say. I hate