portrait of a girl

I decided to post weird stuff that I do, and like and etc. Why? Because I think it would be fun to read for you guys and future me of course! I like wearing big shirts at home and not wear shorts underneath. I absolutely love eating corned beef all of a sudden. I crave it every morning. When I shower, I wash my neck first for some reason. I like sucking the bones of chicken, because I like the taste of the bone marrow. I run out of breath after the fifth floor Before I sleep, I play some songs and imagine they were dedicated to me I always lose my phone. I always forget where I put it, even if I am already holding it. I feel uncomfortable when I'm talking to people who looks really rich. I feel even more uncomfortable when I'm being introduced to strangers. I used to want dresses, but now I want colored pants. I have three at the moment. I like wearing shorts and sleeveless lately. I sometimes look at my butt in the mirror, thinking if my butt is normal I practi...

This summer, I am taking Sociology and the blah blah of blah. I can't remember the whole description. Anyways, it's rather interesting especially after thinking more about it even after classes. The funny thing is I just realized that society is controlling us. It's not shaping us to the people we want to be, but it forcefully sets rules and policies. In a way, it takes away our freedom by limiting us. By society, I mean all it's institutions. Family, Religion, Education and the likes. I mean, I never really took the time to question certain beliefs. From the small things like "Mano po". Why do we even do that? The answer to that is ridiculously far off. Apparently, it originated from the act of kissing the ring of the Pope. It's not a sign of respect of the elders, but society had formed it that way. It's very disrespectful if we don't do it. It doesn't really matter, but I have been thinking of this lately. Society has shaped our view abo...

When I was a young girl, I remember watching Child's Play. And honestly, I was and still am terrified of Chucky. It's one of the reasons why I dislike dolls with a passion. Barbie dolls are included. My parents stopped giving me dolls when they saw me drawing on their faces and cutting their heads off. Hm. That just made me sound like a psychotic child. Anyways, I've been exposed to horror movies at such a young age that this time around most horror movies just bore me to death. It's not because I can no longer feel fear. It's because I like the feeling of being scared. It gives adrenaline. Lately, that's the case. I watch all the horror movies I can find only to be disappointed 70% of the time.   , which is why I don't want to watch horror movies alone. It gets boring. It's much more fun when you have someone who gets easily scared out of their wits. The favorite person I like watching horror movies with is my sister. We are only about a year apa...